Yeah... two weeks of studying already.. things are smooth sailing now... a bit better then last time.. at least now i want to study... i have a reason and a goal to reach.. no more being stupid... no more pura2 bodoh... need to score for my exams.. need to always go to class and complete every single assignment, forums and quizzes.... i dont really know im going to miss my free time until it got ripped off me.. with each passing days its getting harder and harder to meet my princess.. she's busy and often tired of work... but at least she's trying her very best to entertain me.. even if she's having sore throat... a fever and suffering fatigue from not enough sleep...


I am torturing my princess by making her spend lots and lots of her free time with me rather then resting or doing things that doesnt involve shopping, driving and taking cary of a big baby... haih... eventhough i know im being evil, i guess i will never learn to give her a rest.. If it gets too much.. please inform me kay princess? im worried im going to wear u out...

haha... just remembered a funny and unforgettable experience.... Mariam, my mum and I went to search around for properties on sale.. went all the way to shah alam.. i think it took us about 3-4 hours of driving around and round getting lost at shah alam.. ahahah... my mom even came up with the marriage topic... cool... first time it is she who ask me to marry! hahaha.. but from past experience and knowing that we dont really want to get married yet... we just told her we are not ready yet... wait until i have a proper job with my degree... by god's will it'll only take me 3 years... so.. yeah.. maybe by 3 years we will stay together (with my mom's permission) and then decide on what to do next..

TODAY IS ELENA'S BIRTHDAY!!! hehehe... HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!! sorry couldnt make to ur party (if you have one...) and sorry didnt get you the gift u wanted... :( just got cut back with cost.. a bit uptight la lately...

Tomorrow baby princess is coming my house.. we plan to watch DVD together... The whole day just me and her and DVD's and maybe my brother.. wahahahah.... maybe who knows? my mum will join as well.. :P i dont really mind anyone disturbing us.. at home its a sanctuary where we are forbidden to be lovey dovey and are forced to anggap each other as my sister.. wahahahaa... how incest are that? well... guess thats a few update of whats happening to my life.. guess ill update more in quite some other free time i guess..

Well.. long time havent write anything here... with the internet going hay wire and all...

here's the latest update..

1>im starting college soon.. in a few days i guess... i hope this time i appreaciate the efforts that my dad put in wanting me to be succesful.. havent been an anybody yet.. it stress me out knowing that i can be someone but i just choose not to..

2>Princess's work place is bugging me and keeping my stress level way high.. i know its her internship and i shouldnt mess it up for her because it maybe the most important grade in her life.. but i dont know.. knowing that its a must for a waitress there to wear make up and have to like dance for a function and shaking hand (yes, a must!) with everyone including the guys are really pissing me off... does mfm really using beauty rather then service to invite customers in? and the way they say "bagus kalau pekerja perempuan kat mfm (manhatten fish market) lawa2 so kalau ada customer lalu nanti diorang akan fikir 'lawa la awek nie.. aku nak makan sini la'" what the?? yes, i am over reacting.. but hell.. would any one of you like your girlffriend/boyfriend to sell their looks to a bunch of uncivilised people who always hangs around diturbing girls? Entah la.. i guess i am over acting..

3>i need a license... and a car... and repair my bro's scooter.. damn it....

herm... finally got my pc up and running.. all it took is a simple phone call to my big brother and everything is done... it is true when they say people waste time thinking about their problem rather then solving them...

Herm... an update to my life.. im starting to study (again) at unitar (again) but the little twist is im taking business admin... herm.. i hope this is what im suppoe to do in my life.. i dont want to be a guy who's talent is only sports.. even so i dont excel in it... my greatest fear is to be the only useless guy who will roam around the streets begging for money n filled with debts and hunted down by loan sharks... well.. okay..i dont think so thats my greatest fear... but... i guess i just dont want to be useless in this world....

Well, thats that... no point in looking too forward in the future... things can happen.. floods,tsunami's, izrin is head over heel with a girl who's now heart broken and all... basicly anything can happen.. all i need to do is just stride along the road and just deal with stuff one by one with a positive thought of the future..

Today is kinda fun.. lepak with princess from 11+ till 3.. went to clinic to get her medicine.. baby is havin a mild fever and sore throat.. poor baby... still have to go to internship... she bought me a new shoe yesterday!! hehehe... today i was walking with pride with my new shoe.. hehehe.. it looked cool.. but.. a bit guilty.. coz she uses her "supposed to be keeping" money... tapi... scant return it anyways.. coz already bought it...and baby threaten to not use the new wallet i bought her... futsal today was easy due to we are fighting juniors who faizal tackled and THE KID says "sorry bang" haha... we are dumbfounded by them being so innocent and naive.. hehehe... but we lost a game or two or three.. its the rules of the game... u win some.. u lose some... then went home.. chat with my mom and here i am... with the p hoping baby is safe working there... herm...i am kinda obsessive and over paranoid...but what can i do?? i just am... its not like none of u ever heard about rape and all... dont are if u are skilled and filled with kung-fu,tai-chi or even am a drunken master.. well.. if u are a drunken master(the real one.. not the liquor drinking fella) then u are safe la... but other then that..the world seemed to be more cruel each day... kids got killed over a silly argument.. students are bullied through seniority... seniors are bullied by juniors big brother who is the senior's senior.. hehehe... nah.. whatever la... i just want u to be safe sayang...

nothing much to put already.. if there is any.. ill update more soon.. chows...

Herm.... Gala des oscar.... Wondering if its like prom... i hope it is.. coz my last prom at high school wasnt so memorable...dah la pergi to the school where i damn hate last time.. and filled with dumb assed people.. i hope that this one will be a night to remember.. coz mainly im on a neutral side.. and i can actually have fun..


So... today the day started when i just came back from genting... reached home at around 12... went online to check on stuff... got bored and straight went to bed... haha... guess what?? my brother finally sunat.. wahahaha... guess everyone in the house is finally became an "adult".. wahahaha...  then around 6:30 wake up and bathed... mom asked where im going.. slamba only said im going out with mariam.. she's cool with it now... no more ceramah saying "i dont like u hanging out with that girl so much!" and etc... ntah la.. pelik la my mum nie... but okay la.. i like the way it is... :)


so then around  7:15 went and see princess... she looks prettier everyday.. hehehe... lepaked till 8:30 a.m coz her class started already... then met each other at around 12:45 p.m.. went to ss15... wanted to lepaked at the mamak shop there for a while coz princess had dentist appointment at 2 p.m.. so we are supposed to lepak for like almost an hour at the mamak.. then hujan lebat giler and a lot of pervs started to lepak at the mamak shop.. so decided to leave 20 mins early..


Muahahaha.. so the time has come for the very very scary dentist.. hehehe... but not really la.. the lady who did her teeth doesnt look scary.. just that the drilling sound freaked us a bit... but everything went fine.. the tooth got filled and everything is white and shiny... well... the backtooth is.. hehehe... it took about 20-30 mins for the whole thing... after finish we went to check out dresses at subang parade and carrefour... didnt found any.. but got distracted a lot for other clothes.. eheheh.. Then got a crazy idea of going to pyramid... we then straight rush to pyramid.. we had a pit stop at parade for a while.. got distracted by some "issues" that we have to settle..

Got at pyramid around 5... we went around and around searching for dresses... went to warehouse.. found this gorgeous spagheti that cost around 70... it was damn gorgeous but scared that her mom wont let her wear to the Gala Des Oscar... then we went round and round summore.. went to seed.. MNG... Sub.. colours.. Esprit..oracale and many2 more... tried on every single dress that looked gorgeous on princess...hehe... then got hungry and ate at nandos.. each got quater chicken with fries and rice as our sidelines.. hahaha.. there was a group that cannot stop talking.. we are both laughing and making jokes like how the hell are they talking none stop without pauses to even eat??  hahaha.. about 15-20 mins after the food arrived we went to our treasure hunt again..


We went back to warehouse... n colours... but there really wasnt any dress that really suits her... until we went to choice... hehehe.. there we found 2 dress that i like and a dress that princess like.. but the one i really wanted are too tight.. damn!! but nevermind.. the one that she pick is nice too.. hehe.. so we decided to take that one.. and a purple semi transparent shawl.. then we went to find a pair of heels for princess to complete her set.. went to vincci.. and a few more shoe shop and we ended up buying this heels which looks perfect for the dress.. i guess.. hehehe...


Then we went back home.. princess is really happy that the shopping was successfully done in budget and this is a first time she will be wearing a dress and walking with heels in an event... and im happy im the first to see her wearing a dress.. :)


Im kinda sleepy now... it was a really fun day... a happy hyper gila2 day.. :) there are more first timers sayang.. hehehe.. that i am very2 sure.... take care world.. chow...

Woah.. today was really not any normal average day... guess what?? the whole family celebrated my little brothers birthday.. and guess what?? a surprised celebrity came to the party... heheh... my princess!! yay!! she said yesterday she couldnt come because scared it'll end late at night.. but her mum said she's old enough to do her own decision now.. guess she's cool with it.. knowing my mom is there..

so wake up today at around 8.. thanks to the stupid alarm clock.. forgot to off it since its sunday... then played ps2 till like 11... bathed and reloaded princess's phone coz expired already.. tomoro my turn pulak though... haih... then around 12 went online.. browsing the net like crazy... the sky started to be dark and gonna rain heavily... princess called saying how coz she x want to drive in the rain.. asked her to come a lil early... she asked her mom and she said okay..

She arrived around 2.30.. then introduced her to my family.. my mum was okay with it.. she seems a lil cooler then the last time... probably due to princess is pretty and all.. heheh.. she came with the shirt that we bought shopping together for raya.. but instead wear it on the birthday..

okay la... we had to do a lil bit of spring cleaning... a bit of dusting here.. a bit of dusting there.. and i was entitled to set up the new table.. damn it was confusing.. had to screw and unscrew the thing like for almost an hour or so... finally it got set up and a job well done.. haha... almost.. one of the leg got broken.. :P

We then have to wait for the food to arrive... after maghrib the food all arrive... mom said have to pray first... prayed and then sat down and eat my mum's famous macceroni and lemand + rendang daging and ayam..

around 9.40 like that.. she said goodbye to my family and straight home.. heheh... it was fun la... coz they all got along with her.. i was relieve that the day was finally done.. hehehe....

So... tomoro going to the genting trip to work there for two days... forgot that i dont have black slacks for the work... called mummy elena for help.. nasib baik she said got.. but one or two sizes bigger la.. nvmind... as long got... going to sleep now.. i love you princess.. hope it'll go far and as planned... :)

One month... doesnt really seem like one month... felt like a year to be frank... a lot of funny moments where i couldnt write it down here.. a lot of sweet moments.. loving moments... memories which we will keep for years and years to come... i dont know why.. with her.. i can be as silly as i want to be... as manja as i want to be.. as childish as possible... and never gotten complained, embarresed or even scolded at...

on the 5th we went to summit together... she asked her parents if she can have dinner with me.. (as a girlfriend boyfriend dinner!) her parents asked a few question.. and they said yes.. woah.. hahaha... when she told me the whole story its like.. woah... okay... parents said yes... thats weird/happy/excited/anticipated/unexpectec/.....?/and wonderful! But turned out it rained quite heavily that day...so the date was slightly delayed.. asked her mum if she can go after it slows down a bit and got approval from her mom... soo.. around 6.20 pm we went to summit.. went the whole summit doing nothing... went to a pc shop, bought 2 headphone n went to shakeys..
Had pasta n lasagna.. hehehe... no wonder garfield like those stuff.. its really nice.. bought a pair of cute keychain went straight home..

on our anniversary.. went to teman my princess to college early in the morning.. lepaked around taj at pyramid.. stayed there till pyramid open and went jalan2 around... checked if my gaji is out.. but unfortunately no.. then walked all the way to college.. then have to leave her for an hour.. walked around2 listening to mp3.. then when she finished her class, went to parade to buy my leather shoe... and bought a few stuff for futsal..

played futsal like crazy that day.. running around like chicken who lost its head.. and my leg got a small, which is a big cut to my princess.. scored quite a lot of goals that day.. hehe.. im proud.. yes i am.. then we went home and princess have to go makan dinner...

at night i was quite sleepy.. slept for like 30 mins/1 hour, my mum banged my door like there earthquake or something.. but its because she wanna go out with the whole family.. i was wondering for what.. turned out that its my mum's birthday.. hahaha.. yeah.. celebrated her birthday at 12.01am.. haha.. yes.. we all stayed up just to count down to her birthday.. n then here i am... writing a blog.. being insomniac.. couldnt sleep.. i have to wake up at 6 summore!! haih... and now its 3:30 a.m... think i better go to sleep.. if tak bangun esok.. mati kene sembelih ngan princess...

p/s: im soooooo gonna miss my baby once we both are gonna be busy...

chowz..

hehe.. yay... finally got a pc at home now... im sure i wont destroy it by doing something stupid this time... im going to take care of it like its my baby.. :( gilea lah... kene guna banyak duit tu nak repair... around Rm380... RAM ngan hard disc kene beli baru n tukar.. haih....

today is a happy day coz got to lepak with my princess for like the whole day again.. so nice.. hehe.. and i hope to see her tomorrow... :) ada interview for a two day job kat genting.. hope nothing goes wrong.. heheh..

Herm... today went to mamak bistro.. met azil and saiful.. with his "new" girlfriend... thats what ive been told... hehehe.. okay la.. lawa la... heheh... mione will always be better (since when is it not.. :P )then after that lepaked for like almost an hour plus coz have to wait for natasha to get ready.... well, she has something on... so.. not her fault... then picked up hui p/ying ?, angela n urm.... ala...im really bad at remembering names la... :P then we all went to ikea for princess's group assignment.. yeah.. i know... im being a nuisance and a pain in the ass by tagging along... :P

before ikea, we went and have lunch at vivo? or is it vivo.... whatever it is.. it served good spegethi.. heheh... princess put too much chilli seeds that she got a stomach ache but acted like its nothing.. heheh... then after we finished eating, we went to ikea to be inspired.. hehe...

there i have imagined how my house/apartment/condo is going to look like... especially the living room and the bedroom... hehehe... have to go into the website and design it though.. hehehe... ill do it when i have lots of free time.. after 3/4 of the way around ikea.. got hungry and ask princess to eat together... but she just said no... :( sadly.. my mood are not that good whenever im hungry and just stormed off to eat.. then princess came looking for me... but told her off to go to her group... then... she got upset with me coz being rude.. yeah.. i am being rude.. i admit it.. im sorry princess.. but u must know that whenever im hungry im not in a good mood.. and i dont think straight... herm... takper lah.. things got settled when we got home..

hehe.. ate like 2 pinggan of nasi n 4 pieces of chicken... :P im goin to be fat if i dont work out.. hahah.. alamak..panjang la plak.. penat nak type.. after this goin to watch t.v and wait for princess to msg... so... bye!

hermm.....9 more days till my last day at mediaplex.... soon,i will venture to the unknown world of job seeking.... hahaha... Today went to work early around 9.45a.m im here in midvalley already... i dont know what job allowed students to actually work part time... i wonder.. heheh...

Yesterday was damn fun.... spent the whole day with my princess with only 3 hours gap apart (went home to mandi)... hehe... my mum left me alone at home.... missed my dad's birthday.. hermm... nevermind la... maybe next year...

Then around 9 played futsal... 3 teams battle out their skills and teamwork.. we lost.. haha.. due to our lack of practice... then... at the last moment.. got knocked down by faizal... sprained my neck.. but kept on playing... hurts like shit at the time.. but the adrenaline kept me going and blockes up all the pain... wanted to vomit in the middle of the game... but decided not to dirty up the court.. hehehe...

Princess took extra good care bout me... she was really really worried bout me acting tough and not wanting to tell my mom or even go see the doctor...My neck is slightly better...aroud 80% of recovery... still cant go 180 degrees though... :(

I LoVe yOu princess...

hehe.. will update more later.. have to work now.. dah la from 10a.m to 10p.m :(

Hehehe.... Finally bought the blazer that i want!!! hehehe... cost me a bomb... BUT DAMN NICE!! hehehe... yay!! but now have to not spend at all for two whole months.... hehehe.... yay yay!! damn.. i looked good in it.. :) hehehe... no pictures... coz no camera phone... :( got "wet" in the toilet... hahahaha...

Yay!! baby is working here with me.. well.. not really working... just teman only...until 3.. hehe.. working free of charge... baiknya... some more today she is sexy... just for me... :) eheheh... i like so much....  hehe.... she's so nice and manja today.. dont know why... probably i looked really good in the blazer.. wahahaha....


Today's my dad's burfday... going soon around 6 o'clock.... hehehe... alright... have to go... chowz...

hehe.. cute or not? my anak saudara... soo cute... :p he came here last monday to bukak puasa.. hehe... had loads of fun playing.. he's not shy with me anymore.. i wonder why..

Went to a another date with my princes.. but ths time, we went pyramid.. wanted to watch a movie.. but decided to spend more time with each other... so.. we parked near ss 14 n have a lot of insightful talks together... about the future.. past... n present... i know for sure that this relationship will last.. i feel different when im with you princess.. u really made me satisfied with what u offer and making me really understanding about any situation without complaints...

My jealousy... my urge to kongkong... my anger... all of it... seems to be slowly fading... i wonder what ur doing to me... but hey.. one thing for sure.. my evilness shall not dissappear!! hehehe...

Baby... i dont think i can manipulate u anymore.. looks like u are better then i am.... hehe. but no worries... i will get better.. but never to use it on you.. (not the evil ones..)

All and all... i love you mariam... thanks for whatever ur doing to me... keep it up...